Sorry its been so long life is busy. Basketball is going good we are 9-1. Are next game is the 29th and it will be a tough one against West Texas A&M. I am excited to get back to playing again. We have been off since the 18th, this is the longest Christmas break I have had since I have been in college. It is nice getting to be home and spend time with my family though. Today is Christmas Eve and my maw maw and Uncle Mont are here at our house to do Christmas tonight and then we will go to my Pops tomorrow and see all my dad side of the family. Then I will head back to Tech from there.
Life since the last time I have blogged has been in most ways the same but there have been some changes, some for the good and some not so good. I feel like I am growing up a little more each day and God is really testing my Faith in him and the plan he has for me. I have to be remind myself it seems everyday to look at all the blessing I have in my life and stop getting discouraged when things do not go how I would like them too or when I do not understand the reasoning's behind why things are happening like they are. And even when I accept what is happening and say ok God I know this is in your hands and I trust you, it still hurts so bad and just makes me miserable and I cannot seem to get it off my mind. I wish I could just turn off the hurt and just let whatever is suppossed to happen...happen. But man it is hard...
When you make choices in your life do you ever think of the reason why you are choosing the choice your choosing? That is kind of hard to understand but if you think about it, it is really interesting to think about or at least to me it is.Do you make some of the choices you make bc of what "society" says or shows is the way you should do something? I can look back on so many decisions I made bc that was the way of "society". We get so wrapped up in how the world says things are supposed to be and you can and cant do this the way you want bc that's not how anyone else does it. For example lets say you had this relationship with someone and things had never been "society's" definition or text book way for a relationship to be people just assume and doubt that relationship could ever work or they don't believe you could really be in love with that person. I think that is crazy because no one but you, the other person in the relationship and God know your heart and how you feel. Just bc you may not do things according to how the majority may do it,does not make it wrong and it doesn't make it not real. As long as the choices you make feel right to you and feel that they are God lead then nothing else should matter and no ones elses opinions on them matter. Be different from the so called"society's ways" does not make it wrong or not real. God made everyone different for a reason.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas and Great New Years. God Bless!
Jenny Vining
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I promised I would so...shout out to Ethan Branscum, I love ya!
